Sunday, March 23, 2008
oh no. i failed my emath online test!alright, so i suck in vectors. i'm gna mug it later!!
yea i know i really shouldnt be blogging so much but here's something i really wanna share :)
you know about diane's cat attacking me & yeah, i think one of it is swelling uhoh. but it should be alright in awhile :) but yeah, everytime now when i curl my fingers up into a fist, it hurts. & i was just thinking, if like that already hurts, then how about having nails driven into your hands? ouch yea. that just shows how much Christ loves you. by right we are the ones that supposed to die, not Him, because He's perfect, we're not.
you know i'm really glad that i'm living in this time, i'm really thankful that i didn't get to see that live. i think i would have just died, like my poor mind. i cannot imagine Him going through all that, just for me, just for you. time & time again i ask God, why? why not an easier way, why for me? who am i that you should die for me?
& then He replies "because i love you, oh so very much."
& He can say that to me, right now, gently, because of easter. because He rose from the dead. without easter, there would be no hope in this world, this sinful world we live in. & because of easter, we too now can gain access to God & eternal life through Christ.
wow, thank You Lord. i never fail to be amazed by You. there's nothing i can do to fully repay you because thats impossible, but what i can do, is to live for you. is to ask you to use me in whatever way.
its going to be an amazing journey. i already see so many wonderful things working up in my life. i realize how many awesome people there have been in my life, leading me, guiding me. & i think, its time to give back a little of what they have given. however, amazing journey does not mean an easy journey. but hey, we've got Christ, worry about what?
so you see, thats what faith is about. its about being sure of what we hope for & certain of what we do not see - Hebrews 11:1